you are a perfection in my life,
i can't take that risk,
i can't gamble it away,
i'm scared the answer is not what i wanted,
i dare not say out,
it's painful and i don't know how long can it last,
i hope you can sense my existing,
i can sure that,
i tried to forget you but i can't,
eye contacts for 0.01s,
i cant read your mind,
i sometimes sensed your eyes on me,
i don't know what you thinking of...
i was speechless when you are near
i dared not look at you,
i looked else where,
i know i am foolish,
i looked like i don't care.
you sensed my pressence?
i felt incomfortable when you are chatting with the boys,
but when i saw you laughing and smiling,
i was depressed,
i thought that i cant give you what you want,
i think that you can still be happy without me..
i felt useless...
Fate and Concidence was on my side, but is your heart on my side?
i hope i made it clear.
i hope this was read by you..
always...L.